Counting down to the end of 2015

So.. Hello.. It's near the end of December already..

2015 has been a year of changes..
I never thought that through out this year will totally like riding a roller coaster for me..

I've been the lowest part of my life that I've never been since years ago and then learned how to crawl back to the top again..

However, these experiences also make me learn about who's real, who's fake, who'll stay, who'll leave, who's care, and who's just pretend. In all aspects, especially friendship and relationship. How I finally decided to move on and let things go.

Let go of things that I hold on for the past 3 years. Let go of once I called blessing but also my lessons. Let go because it lead to nowhere. Let go because I know better things are waiting for me ahead.

But then, you'll never know how time could changed things, including the heart. And how life will played with you. You will never know with whom you started the year and with whom you will ended with.

I never thought that I will going through this year with him. Never ever the thought comes to my mind previously, that he would become like this. This year, he did things that I never thought he would and could ever did. Yet, for years I thought he's a jerk anyway. Hahaha

And yes, many reasons why I started to open my heart and tried to trust him. But just let time and life direct us the path where we should be.

And I thanks God that actually all my resolutions already achieved this year. Slowly but sure. And I hope that next year, everything will get better and go to the next level.

Ja Ne.